I was literally trembling with nerves and fighting off all the guilt and fear of a born ins cult indoctrination.
I didnt like all i saw here, some came over as bitter and twisted (probably because they are) others were mentally ill (voice hearers. jesus wannabes, look at me i'm a prophet types) some seemed OTT and unbelievable because that is what it was (six screens of stupidity)... but despite all that, this site gave me access to information way ahead of my kingdumb hall, and then beyond that it gave me access to the information I needed, that i was being lied to, that I was in a mental prison under mind control, that I didnt know how to think as I had never really learned, that my whole life has been shaped by the cult of my birth and that my life was not my own.
I decided to double check everything and make sure. I came and went as a lurker for a few years, still sucking it up and trying to make a go of it in da troof, but eventually I knuckled down and did the research.